Every dark cloud , has a silver lining.

Baby, it's been long .

2011-11-17T01:08:00.002+08:00

HEH. SO LONG SINCE I LAST POSTED?
would anyone ever remember my cute bloglink ? like total cuteness . HAHAHA
Anyway, many things happened while i was gone .
Many . too much to name i guess.
things were hectic.
what i hoped for, came true. But it was at a wrong timing .
Someone i hoped so much to return, nearly did. But didn't in the end.
Well, he's got a new girl, yes duh . I'm happy for him.
And it always sucks max to see him flaunting his girlf at twitter .
This is funny. I found out , he got together with her one day before my birthday ? wow . hahaha.
coincidental or what . Can i believe it's not true ?
So not making it on that day was total lie.
Well, what's done has been done. I heard so much about him .
And , just. I hope all the best for him .
It's alright, i'm alright. Like he said, "every relationship confirm get hurt."
THAT'S THE LAST BLOODY THING I HOPE I'D HEAR FROM HIM .
Don't he get it. He hurt me so much , sososo much . and how dare he say that .
Nah, it doesn't quite matter anymore right .
And i wonder sometimes, have he thrown away the stuffs i've given him?
I hadn't . I'm still keeping it all . And i let only the good memories stay .
Clearly i know whatever else thing he said, was total bullshit .
So contradicting .
I'm angryandsometimeshate yet i miss him .

JQi ,it's kindof unexplainable.
tears, he made me shed so much . And, even little thing hurts .
And sometimes i just have to pretend i'm okay , and i just gotta not let it hurt me any more
it's like, we're both working hard to make this workout .
But it isn't easy at all .
My friends and him aren't on good term . woohoo ???
So you can guess how much tolerance i need, infront of both parties ?
It's so, difficult.
So many times i felt like giving up .
Sometimes i know i just need some time alone to think through stuffs.
loving me is never strangling me .
I'm suffocating under your paranoia .
Bottling so much within , no one i can share to.
They'd probably be like "Serve you right, who ask you go with him, you know clearly he isn't a good guy"
So much for a leopard never changes it's spots , i thought i should give this leopard a chance

Girl, you've got every right and everything you need to stand up on your feet
and get a good guy. Looks , character , everything you have.
So stop being like that , stand up, grow from this, learn from this .
Give those bastards some lesson that they gotta learn .
That girls are no pushover .
-----------------------------------------;
Afraid to hold on, afraid to let go
Too scared to venture into the unknown .

2011-06-02T00:35:00.001+08:00

I admire that you guys get to spend time together,

while i don't .

It's so hard.

Hi, friend.

2011-05-31T00:57:00.003+08:00

When you're all worn out and tired ,

look back and can't find anyone else ,

trust me , i'll be there .

I will remain as it is from the beginning .

I won't move on from friend to friend .

I try to stay as it is , though at times , people come and go .

It's not like I don't care . I do , and I miss every single one of them .

Would think bout how are they , what are they doing , are they good ?

Isn't that what friends are for ?

Some, I see em' everytime ,

but i don't have the chance to talk to them much.

Gwen , candia ,hanqing, sichen .

People once so close to me , I so loved.

2011-05-28T09:53:00.002+08:00

Now , stop lying .

Both you and I know it's impossible .

Yet the more impossible it is , i wanna force you till the end.

2011-05-27T01:09:00.003+08:00

HI SHORT POST KAY.

I'VE GOTTEN MY RESULTS AND I'M HAPPY :)))))

I passed all except Amaths.

My forever foe which i tried to love but backfired at me .

Anyway , kinda happy that , PHEW .

i wasn't the people who has the class positions counting from backward

i got like 16/38 !!! ^^

Quite not bad alr .

Though didn't really meet my usual expectations , glad I'm kiap in the middle of my class.

I got like 62.1% overall.

K la, better than nothing right ^^

Will continue to work hard for English,ss,Emaths laaa.

Oh did i say the other time ?

I passed English by 0.7 HENG SIO . ^^

HEHEHEE

tomorrow i'll have a new hairstyle.

AND I HOPE IT'LL BE NICE. OH GOD.

Really excited for all my campS! (:

Alive and kickin'

2011-05-23T23:50:00.003+08:00

Pretty happy I've sorta out lotsa things recently ,
been down, been up & i realise its really just a waste of my time.
One life . Live it happily .
Feel better , much more better than how i felt last week.
last week was.......................................................................................wannadie.

& WHOOAAAAA :OOOOOO
My English PASSEDDDDDD.
BY 0.7 . Kay you may think it's no big deal..........BUT TO ME IT IS !
Inititally i failed like quite badly for my papers .
then teacher moderated the marks (Helped ABIT.REALLY ABIT.........)
and when teacher added the tests in and all ,
I PASSSEDDDD. OMGOMGOMOMGOMGOMOGM
LIKE HAPPY ONLY . WEEEE!

Hokay , many things are coming up during June
and i really THANK GOD THAT THERE IS THIS PERIOD CALLED THE "PROTECTED TIME" when we as cute & nice students get to enjoy our holidays without the disruptions of SCHOOL. *Nods head*
That is awesome , and my June is PACKED LIKE SARDINE.

1st week }
Extra lessons ,
outing with clarissa & co. SWIMMING & CYCLING YAY.
maybe kayaking or........ we get all so excited while planning it.

2nd week }
Meet darlingchen for singingggg (:
*Hopefully!*
And GO FOR SEC 3 CAMP. EXCITED MAX.
I HOPE HARD MY GROUP NO NERDS.THANKS.

3rd week }
Going to North camp ! :D
EXCITED LIKE WOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
so looking forward to it and this time i'll be singing as support singer , (:
*sweats and pat my back.

4th week}
Okay , really Tiffanie's PROTECTED TIME.
I'm going to Malaysia so no one is able to touch me and contact me
and i'll be so happy cause daddy said he'll bring me to strawberry farm! YAY!
Kla , I'm going Genting anyway ! Though like so bored go there SO MANY THOUSAND TIMES ALREADY, but i think it's a good time to bond together as a family and play around and enjoy!

1 more minute to 12am.
MY EYES LIKE WANNA CLOSE . LIKE -.-
So , Goodnightttttttttt!

2011-05-16T00:35:00.003+08:00

Woke at 9.30am and went neesoon east CC !
man , it's been like ages since i've went there to play bball.
I miss those ex-norths :(((((
like seriously ,
still remember , in the past , when we're playing match
the WHOLE CIRCUMFERENCE of the court would be filled with NORTH.
and they'd go like "next team next team!"
though it looked like chao ahbengs cause they'd squat and stand and use phone and aiya , you get the idea right! sommore got like 20-30+ of em !

But i definetly miss them all :(
The vivien yeo,leonard yeo,elton,jessie,nicholas,xueyong, yilin, justin,bernard ,nigel, yongen, jianhao, yiyong ,clara, zhishen those uh!
was thinking bout everyone while playing today.

anyways, there were me, ellina, brandon , sean poh , yuanyuan,bernice,yongen today at court .
Initially I was SO OMG SAD cause my ball keep never go in ,
but after that slowly go in alr ! *phew.
and i realised i only used my right hand to throw.
weird but , idk if i can do that at 838 !
both courts are so different .

went over to yilin's house after that to watch a Tsunami movie.
we were supposed to CRY cause it's supposed to be touching ,
but if you watch with people like rachel , you'll do the total opposite
I fell asleep at the start~middle. And rachel's so annoying :(
she keep disturbing me while i was asleep @@ grr.

Played kinect's dance and monopoly deal .
total shiokness HAHAHA .
especially playing with bird and xiao . total MADNESS.

2011-05-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

Truth to be told,
I miss you.
I thought i've gotten over it, it's been months.
But i never did. I still secretly wish to see your face at every corner I turn, i still think of you and i wonder if you're doing the same. Perhaps no , not anymore . I don't know.
All these time i've been keeping you in a part of my mind, and let only the good memories remain. Each and whenever I fall, i remember all those things you told me.
Took strength from there, and carried on.
I look forward to the monthly messages we'd have,
That's when I can talk to you and tell you bout my life.
Everytime when i send out a message, my heart goes , ''thump thump, thump thump''

I know things wouldn't turn out how i want.
It may not even turn out pleasant ,but just let me have my dream . Though i know, it never would come to past.

Ha,I must seem like a joke now.
Don't even know if you'd read this.
Don't even know if you still bother.

It's about grabbing onto hope and walking through darkness.

2011-05-12T00:31:00.004+08:00

HISTORY WAS PHEW.
there was like total of 77 pages of notes, 5 sets.
i only memorized 1 set. which is like 16 whole pages and read through the rest.
LUCKILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Though i did not choose the question that I have memorized, i trieeeddddd to remember then i just did and . hopefully it'll be good ^^

5 DAYS OF HOLIDAY BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS AT 18TH.
Shall spend my time wisely at doing some fruitful things
like talking on FB chat and MSN
and sms old friends and catch up!!!!!!
Shall finish reading my book cause I've left it aside for quite some time :/

Definetly, it's like also time for my face to go back to it's original cute shape(LOL)
and my eyes to BLING :D
Time to sing tooooo! :)))))))

It's nice to know that you've friends that would cheer you on from time to time,
and definetly someone who you can trust and tell secrets to . (:

性格

2011-05-10T21:00:00.004+08:00

Maybe being too nice to people is wrong.
They just get onto your heads and shit on it .
They take it for granted and push you further.

I wish I had the ability to read your mind.

2011-05-06T23:53:00.004+08:00

I AIN'T GONNA STUDY TONIGHT :)
好不容易可以睡个好觉!

Anyway , as i have thought . Amaths paper confirm gg :)
so out of 2 hours,i finished the whole paper in 1 hour ,
kiaoka for like half an hour and slept for half an hour.

which meant , yes i slept 1/4 of the time away while at the last minute, everyone was still stressing and doing . HEHE?
I decided not to stress myself and i thought i gave my besssssssst.
rather than i pluck my hair and think and get to NOTHING ,so i slept .

After which the whole paper clarissa was like
"WALAO EH 你！我刚才在河水，一直看着你！
你睡觉很想很爽lor！"
indeed , especially with sucha lovely weather :D

Went bowling and swimming today!
FINALLY , i feel muchmuch relaxed now
and it's also quite sometime since i stepped into pool
we played catching and swaaaaammmmmm
(er..................maybe not for me.)
totally enjoyed today max with those lovely ladiessssss! (Y)
anyway , HAHA I LOVE THE BOWLING SHOE LEH
like so nice to wear only !
I so 舍不得 to take out lor .

Went home feeling all tired and halfdead ,
reached home bout , 6+ ?
and slept till 9 and wokeup for dinner
walao wei :(
i really no appetite recently lo :(
stupid stomach . but i'll surely finish eating if you give me this.

YAY MY FAVOURITE BROCOLLI.
Anyway this was taken during my family's dinner last monday,
AND IT WAS AWESOME!
there's still many pictures in my memory card but..........
aiyah......i scared cause now late ah , later you hungry ah .
(k actually i'm just lazy.)

It's still those things and people that have been through thick and thin with you makes you feel best.

2011-05-06T01:25:00.000+08:00

Heylo !
I'M POSTING AGAIN BECAUSE TOMORROW IS AMATHS
And i'm all prepared to flunk it ;)
Though I studied but, oh well. Haha
Got study no study still would fail Amaths.

Today my notebook died on me.
OhYA.
Dad got me one like last sunday! :)
It's scarlet red on the cover and inside is white.
Hehe so naise hor :) Put mouse one also RED.

Since last night, my keyboard locked.
Today it kept on hanging, and kept saying malfunction.
Siaaaaoooooo.
I was damn pekchek so i decided It was wasting my time and i slept. A 3-4hour nap. satisfyinggg!
When Daddy reached home,i told him about it.
And once he touch the keypad.
IT MOVED -_______- HE HATES ME! @@
Then i was like. HUHHHH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!
So , now thanks to Dad it's alright .
Hope it doesn't die again ==

Anyway, i'm still having the plan of getting a proper laptop when i go poly.
So, haha yalo! This is............'for fun' so i hope it wouldn't make me 'for angry' .

My eyes are like closing, anddd...
EYEBAGS @@.
K goodnight yall.
It's friday tomorrow! (:
I CAN SLEEP MORE .TEEEHEE.

That's what I said I would do from the start.

2011-05-04T22:01:00.002+08:00

Feeling really sick now :(

and the reason why I didn't post for such a time is because I'm busyyyyy .

Forever busy studying ._.

till like , earliest 12+. latest 1.30am everynight.

Till tadddaaaaaaa ! Now my body can't stand it anymore ,

and today marks only the 4th paper . there's still like 5 more to go

and my body is being a jerk -_-

Headache and headache . And i totally have no appetite to eat, and after that i feel like vomitting.

so i tried this.

Err hehehe? At least it doesn't hurt as much anymore

and I hope it will last me through a few more nights till the weekend where I can regain back my sleep and set everything back into place!

Tonight can't slack uhs . Tomorrow is Emaths paper .

Friday is AMATHS PAPER. MY FOE. :((

Now i just hope to do well and, QUICKLY WEEKEND @.@

Xinku ah :(

stupid body , i need buy few cans of redbull put at home luh .

2011-05-02T10:37:00.002+08:00

Perfect-Hedley.

"And as long as I can feel you holding on
I won't fall, even if you said I was wrong
I know I'm not perfect, but I keep trying
'Cause that's what I said I would do from the start "

2011-04-30T23:54:00.000+08:00

HI (;
Went to service as usual today then went to cousins house, it's a shit because I was kinda late :((
If I had went earlier,i could've went to the carnival with my dearest cousins :(
Chunyu,chunhang and junhan!

But nevermind, Daddy drove me and my another 3 cousins,
Peisi,yangyang and ru.
To EXPO! :) for the metro sales.
But it wasn't much. There weren't anything much there.
I finally feel like a....mom.
Holding my baby cousin's hand and walk through all the crowds and tryna act cute to entertain her.
Soooo tiring sial.
Next time my husband do all these la!

My baby cousin, Jing ru who is like 3 years old,
While on the way to expo, with her brother, yang K2 aged.
Kept ''WORKERS PARTY! WORKERS PARTY!''
And they really enjoyed what they did .
Clapclapclap and laughlaughlaugh
Must have been their dad .LOL

Celebrated brother and chunyu,chunhang's birthday
WOOHOOO.
Finally, I've got a photo with brother :D
Brother's cake was nice, just a lil too sweet for me and there was wine in it .
Thankfully, twin's cake was a mango cake, very fresh and nice. :) Except it had cream, which I HATE.
Cause I'll vomit after eating too much .

Had 'MEETING' with cousin;
Yixuan, junjie ,chunhang and aunty
Discussing bout chunyu. Aka.BO CHUN.
And his sophiesmileykhooo(:
Hahaha. They so cute!
MY CHUNYU GROW UP ALREADY.
But he was so pekchek after he knew we talked bout him .
Hehe , hope he won't.hate.me :D
He scolded me FU. T.T

On the way home now.
Gonna catch a nap.
Tired and I feel like puking ==
Prolly from the cream.

Helaa. :D

2011-04-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

Yes, been really busy so I didn't post much .
Been studying till 1am midnight everyday till my brain shuts down. Soooooo tired ://
Since today is a FRIDAY i won't be studying , i decided to let myself rest!
LIKE A FINALLY.

English papers was a KILLER.
Chinese papers was kinda EASY. HEHE!
First time English seemed so hard to me loh ;(
Sad sia! And hopefully i'll pass chineseeeee!
Because I failed my CA. 47% like lol zz only!

2 papers down, yeah \m/ ! :D
Exams ending on the 11th , quickly come please that day :(
Anyway, I'm quite looking forward to chem and history papers .
Need to memorise ss and history !
and start my notes for physics laaaaa :(
Lazy girl.
Reading my story book today night !

Wouldn't you love those friends,
Who don't even need to look at your face,
know what you are thinking?

2011-04-28T00:32:00.000+08:00

Hi I'm happy and I feel blessed right now. :D

Today went candy's house to study,
and her mother was rather fierce :((
I'm not blaming her , yet i really sympathy her .
Handling 4 childrens single handedly .
It isn't easy as ABC ya knoww.

Today we got back our SS SEQ test.
My heart went thump...thump...thump .
HEHE, THEN I GOT 11/12 :D
After which i realise,
My whole row got 11/12 .
Me, Shixiang, Javier, Yaowei, Elvis, Xinxuan, Huiling.
1 whole row sia. SO CUTE RIGHT. LOL
And of course plus clarissa and Audrey who got 11 too (:

Then Miss Sarah Paul decided to give us a full marks cause she said she marked it strictly and if we had WORD-FOR-WORD as the notes she had given, she'll give us a full marks.
WHOOOHOOOOO.
So in the end my whole row full marks .HAHA.
Though-javier-and-I-did-not-write-it-word-for-word.
OPPS? :x

Tomorrow is English papers already ,
Am really glad to have Miss Charis Low as my English relief teacher.
She so sweet. :D
And she never makes me wanna fall asleep like sarah paul does.
She's very specific as to what each and everyone of us wants/needs. So i think she's damn caring eh!

OHYA ,
Yesterday went shopping with Kohmin at NP.
Bought eyeliner. SASA got sales k!
Bought masks from TheFaceShop,
I haven't gotten the chance to use it. So busy nowadays :(
But by squeezing the packet, i can feel inside alot of MOISTURE AH. Shiok AH.

Haha and Yes, i bought a BOOOOOOOKKKKKKK!
It's called. ''Never let me go''
I think it's movie is coming out.........
I only read the first chapter,and just by it.
I think it's gonna be NICE.
Close to heart novels. Just the kind Tiffanie likes it.

Nights! It's 12.44am :(
SO LATE ALREADY.

Remember, I keep my promises.

2011-04-26T00:07:00.000+08:00

It's past midnight and I'm on my bed getting ready to SLEEEEEEEP.
Gosh, my eyes feel like it's closing very soon.
So I shall make this quick !

Am very glad i studied for 1-2hours w/o getting any disturbance today at home.
I love my new table! \m/
And i'm left with 2 chapters of CHEM .
Got improvement :D
Tomorrow chapter 7 and 8.

Anyway, today i slept quite alot in class
Was really tired max and i tried my best to stay awake.
Worse, my teacher was teaching a new Amaths chapter.
Ggfied. :)
Ling and I kept waking each other up in class cause we both know we're tired.
Till...when the both of us fell asleep together, no one woke us up.LOL FAIL :/

Went over to candy's house to study today after that we SLACKED. :///
I made the hotdog for the spaghettiiii .
Everyone said it was NICE!
Finger lickin'goooddyaaa!

Haha i realise Tiffanie chua got improvement (:
I don't 'shoot' people as much now adays as compared to the past. Where I'd be so stubborn and condemning.
I realised it when someone hacked into Vivian's acc
and started to flaunt my sacarsm and shooting with a GUN.
I realised I haven't been gl-ing people so much so much alreadyyyyyaaaa :D
Good job tihuaaaaaa .

Hey.
I miss you (:
Haven't seen you in months .
Would you come and hold my hand again?

2011-04-25T00:03:00.000+08:00

Hehe HI.
Today was amazing.
Easter service didn't make me dissapointed !
It was nice (:
The film was real touching and, HAHA
I WAS IN IT. :D

MY NEW TABLE CAME TODAY! WOOOHHOOOOO
My table so whiteeeeeeee.
CANNOT HAVE DIRT OR DUST . So i think i'm gonna take time to clean it once a month. LOL :S
*MR MUSCLES REALLY WORKS.

Anyway,
Packing and cleaning up never felt so easy,
i used to dread cleaning up my room cause it's so messy and i tend to have the habit to keep keeping things cause I always think ''Next time sure can use'' .
so in the end i have MANY boxes in my room .
Today i xiadingjuexin to THROW ALL I DON'T WANT even if it's very cute.

I recycled quite abit to notebooks.
See la . Buybuybuy in the end never use ://
And threw alot.
Dad has itchy hands so whenever mom and I placed plastic bags on the ground next to the bin,.
He'd take it and see what do i have in it.
He'll even take it and play with it -__-
Yes. When there's dad. There's trouble.
But i REN ok. :D

AND HE NEARLY THREW THE MILKBOTTLE WITH FOLDED HEARTS IN IT. WHATTHELLLAAAAA?!!!!!??!!!?!!!!!?!!

He came into my room with the bottle in his hands and said ''Whoa, inside what sia. I can use to put coins leh.''
After that i turned and look and him and.
''CANNOT ! I WANT. And i snatched it back.
Dad went like ; what ? Inside all paper only what.
In my mind i was thinking.
To me it means more than just papers . ==
It's given by someone sooooooooo important.

K kepttttttt sneezing today :((
I think it's because of the DUST.
Anyway, am proud to say.
MY ROOM NO COCKROACH AND ANTS HAHAHA
After cleaning up I couldn't even find any :D
Just . Alot of dust which is totally..... -______-

----;
K yaaaa goodnight.
I dreamt of you .
I'd love it if it comes true.
Yet i question myself.

What if I say, I miss you.

2011-04-24T00:06:00.004+08:00

TIRING DAY today is.
But overall, think I had fun.
Been some time since I felt so.... AHHHHHHH finally, a rest.

Hehe, North's CRAZY was held at Sembawang park.
From the flour to the grass,
From the grass to the centipedes
From the centipedes to the screams
From the screams to the fun .
From the fun to the mud.

We played, MUD CATCHING .
The ground was MUDDY and we played catching.
Sooooooo, all of our hands and feets were MUDDDDYYYYY
Though disgusting, but i feel like i've went back to K2 when all my neighbours and I would just play downstairs at my house's playground and we'd get all dirty and smelly.

I felt like returning back to NATURE.
Breathe in the clean air and NO AIR POLLUTIONS except the police car that went pass us 3 times for patrolling. Siao .

Went to 589 for BBQ!
Food was okk.... EXCEPT THAT SOME NOT COOKED FULLY LEA.
I didn't ate alot, sad ):
There was alot of people, alot of food.
But the fire was veryveryvery small and so it took very long to cook.
I had 2 hotdogs and 3/4 fishballs for the whole night only ):
I didn't even get to KISS the chickenwings!!!!!!!!

Overall was nice during BBQ.
Singing, playing card games, watching MVs,taking photos, slackinggggg, meeting new people.

Anyway, my throat suddenly decided to rebel.
I think because last night i vomitted , so hard till last night i coughed blood out. And my throat hurt now ://///

Gonna wakeup tomorrow EARLY in the morning
to study or else gg. :)
MY NEW TABLE IS COMING TOMORROWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!
Happy me got nice place to study already :)
Sad me have to clean up my room tomorrow.....................

Easter service tomorrow.
pweety eggcited. ^^

2011-04-23T10:44:00.000+08:00

Hold me tight-Alyssa Bernal ft lifehouse

Alyssa's sucha talent :D
I spent hours listening to her covers.

I feel damn bad not studying for the next two days
Cause i'm going out like straight 3 days.
Friday i went to ikea. Hoping to study at night but my stupid stomach was an ASS.
Saturday (today) Am going out for games+BBQ.
Sunday , easter :D i'm going to church again.
So i guess the only time i can study is through the nights.

By the way,
I've decided to get onto headphones for brother already :d
Reviews said it's good. And gonna get him a black one!
The beige+brown colour one is very niceeeee.
But i've got no intention of changing earpiece since mine was given by someone, hehe :D
Till the day i change it, is the day it changes.

2011-04-22T21:20:00.002+08:00

Days with you felt like a dream,
a perfect dream i never thought it'll happen to me.
i'm not worthy of it. I never was .
Am glad, i once had you.
and that you're still my friend.

2011-04-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

GOODMORNING!
IT'S A BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL MORNING.
And i'm glad I didn't have any aches from sleeping yesterday night!
N came over to sleep , so brother took 1 of my matress for him.
which the other one is VERY hard and has a line/hole in the middle which is so unbalanced .

Anyway, last evening I went all the way BACK TO SCHOOOL
To get my physics worksheetssss.
See, so hardworking \m/
Then went mac to study!
With xiangxiang, ying, yeoxuan&co. :))))
I think it was really effective lo!
I studied 1-2 chapters. WOOHOOO. :D

Xuehong came after they've gone toooo .
So i joined sq and yk with xuehong !
After I moved to their table I can't study already luhhhhhhhh.
We kept talking and playing the stupid iPhone game .
But overall was FUN .
While I go '' Huhhhhhh?!''
Xuehong was on the ground laughing like LOL already!
Nonsensical iPhone game !

Went home at 9plus (:

iKEA DAY and HOMEWORK DAY!

Cause I worry .

2011-04-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

Been thinking for the whole of today,
WHAT SHOULD I GET FOR BROTHER ?!
His birthday is 7th May, Two more weeks on a saturday and I haven't even thought of the present. ://///

Help meeeeeeeeeee.
If YOU are reading my blog now. (duh?)
Please sms me and give me ideas for brother's present.
He's 17 this year .

I thought of a few things, Watches.
The Adidas watch I saw on magazine is SWEEEEEEE ^^
& Cause his white Baby G watch turned yellow over th years.

Orrrr.....Bag?
I see his current bag like an eyesore! No offence .
But TO ME, it isn't nice at all.
But bag, how I know 17 year old boy would like what kind of bag :////. They don't carry handbags like I do .
Orrrrrrrr, ah.

I walked past Levis and saw T-SHIRTS.
I think got sales also neh . So should I get shirts for him from cotton on or Levis ?
I know he likes wearing T-Shirts especially with MESSY printings.

I think brother looks swee in tanks cause he's got muscles
And I like it. \m/ HEHE .
Suddenly makes me so proud to be his sister whenever I see his muscles ,LOL.

Should I get him Earphones cause I think his current one that he brings out to use are so.......
Weird. LOL. It was like...a free gift Mom brought home .
Onto headphones? :D

See. That's why I can't make up my mind.

Words fail too.

2011-04-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hoorraaayyyyy
Mommy said she's bringing me to IKEA this friday to buy my new study table!
Ifyouknow, mine's already old and the table is messy like rubbish dump and the drawers are somehow spoilt in one way or another.

Yes. Good .Love it.
So i can study better at home rather than in the living room which I've been doing for my past years of studying life. And get distracted by my tv yet able to finish my work on time. :D yay!

Been so tired recently cause I sleep around 12+ everynight, and have been sleeping in class quite alot'
Even as I play gameboy, I fell asleep .
Today I did that .
Mom came over :girl,you sleeping or playing?
Me in my subconscious state; sleeping and playing .
Mom ; huh. You tired isit already, comecome give me your gameboy and spects you go sleep.
And......
I FORGOT TO SAVE MY GAME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My Blisseyyy ): My level up-ed Blissey and artiquno !

On a side note.
I GOT LEDGENDARY DEOXYS AND MEW .LOL! WOOHOO?!
I didn't even realise till I saw the effects when the pokeball is being thrown. Walao?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I wanna share so much, but will you listen?

2011-04-18T21:18:00.002+08:00

RAWRRHHHHHHHH .
SO SAD THE NPCC PEOPLE NEVER INVITE ME TO NPAP ON SATURDAY! ):
They had so much fun, but what i care more is the FOOD.
Omg. As yk tells me about it, my stomach was growling like rawrrawrrawr. T.T
He say next year then invite me. finefinefine.
I want eat T.T
He described the Mexican wings as a HILL of it. And very tasty.
T_T............. And one of the years there was lamb steak/beef steak buffet.
Let's just hope next year he will REMEMBER ME.

I think eating makes me happy somehow, hehe!
Whenever I'm in class and I feel hungry I'll feel very upset and irritated.
(you know the feeling rightttttt.)
When i finally eat during breaks i get veryvery happyyyyyyy :D

I should start getting some essence or something.
Like the berry essence, Brand's have.
I tried it before it's very naise :D
It's very sweet and k i like it can already la!
Mom said it's good for my eyes and definetly it's good for the skin!
K i'm getting it tomorroowwwwwwwwwwwww.

I NEED GO STUDY ALREADY LA ):
Ss notes I haven't touch, so many homework also haven't touch.hoho?

2011-04-16T14:48:00.000+08:00

Hi. I'm home.
It's a saturday afternoon. Time:2.47pm
Which in other words means I didn't go for service .
I stayed at home to stare at blank space and kept sleeping.
I feel like a total failure now.
I think because I slept too much , my brain doesn't wanna think right. ://

She said it right. Everything was right. Maybe all these times I been lying to myself.So much so that I don't know what's false or true .I feel like, I'm the one fighting all these on my own, going through it all. It just makes it worse when people don't even believe me for what I'm doing or what I'm struggling with.They don't even encourage anymore. People are so self contained now adays. They don't even realise when you cry . They don't even realise if you're happy or not. Or should I ask. 'Do they even care?'

My Hamster left me.
Where do I go now?
DAD KEPT PESTERING ME AND ASKING IF I'M GOING OUT.
Wth he want sia.
Go cousin house, now?
Go study? Unlikely.
Go shopping? With who.
I think I'm gonna go hungry, very soon.

Para Siempre ; Forever .

2011-04-12T21:16:00.002+08:00

Hihihi darling (;

Today wasn't that bad.
I was really DISSAPOINTED when I got back my report book.cause I count wrongly . ==!!!!!!!
When Javier counted again for me,
HEHE. add like over 10 marks. Yay ! :D
I'm okay with all my results.
Just idk why my chem C6 :/
And Amaths D7 i nothing to say alr! ):

Kay, off to study. So eggcited. :D
Today's the Twelth, baby.

Build up from square one.

2011-04-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

I need to build and set things in place.
As what I want and how I like it.
I NEED TO LEARN TO BE DECISIVE.
So many things I didn't get to makeup my mind.
Instead I'm always led by circumstances.
But one thing I'm really sure .
The person I love .

I need to learn to do alot of things :O
Walk, swim, stand, run, talk ,say NO.
Sound so sad but it's true :((

Today is QINGMINGJIE.
So i went 拜拜 with my family .
& of course,I went there to give respect to my Grandparents and Great grandparents .
Heard mummy's long story of my ancestors.
I can practically MEMORISE it already !

Went to TPY and bought some stupid boxes ==
That was quite very heavy and I was so pekchek cause I had to carry those and had NO CHANCE OF SHOPPING ALREADY.
Mummy kept trying to talk to me like make me happy but instead she herself was laughing .

My sunday didn't turn out as I expected.
I expected things to be fun..............................
It rained heavily and I think it's awesome cause I had a wonderful NAP which made me at least fufilling .

Mine.

2011-04-10T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone :D
I think this weekend's time is spent largely with my family members.
WHICH I LOVE.
But, I'm tired! Veryvery ):
8hours of sleep isn't enough anymore
and dinner alone isn't enough to fill my stomach!

K. I've madeup my mind to go facebook LESSER.
Because I wanna live all my life the way I want it baby.
I don't wanna be influenced by people. or you know, how sometimes you'll get imitated by people :/

I can only gain true happiness through my life itself. Not by looking at someone else's life and feel happy for him/her .

HAHA who cares already lah hor.
If i keep looking at newsfeed.It's just gonna waste MY TIME.

Think I'm gonna make noodles !
My stomach growlingggggg!

Love vs Future.

2011-04-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

I used to think, love is enough to overcome all odds .
Indeed it did. But what I didn't expect.
Is when it's for my future.
It makes me mad.
I just don't understand. I don't get it.

As i watched the korean drama.
It makes me hopping mad.
What i always thought is.
As long as you love one another, you'll go through everything with him/her .Even through the future, together.
Prove to me if I'm wrong.

If one day, the other party leaves for the welfare of you.
What'd you do?
I know, it's best for me.
why don't I have a choice and a say to my own happiness and life.

Ok I'm not emoing ok.
I'M FINE.

I was literally traumatised by the FIRST QUESTION of the physics test today.

iTlB(:

2011-04-04T21:20:00.001+08:00

I wonder why Dad doesn't want me to know he has a fb!
Tsk. What does he have to hide.

I went to fb search and type. ''Tom dick and harry.''
Out of curiousity!

Then came out weird things like .
''Even Tom dick and harry can have LV and Gucci now. Is there any other higher class brands?''
(Why does he need to be higher class? == KIASU!)

And another one i really salute him lol.
''Every tom dick and harry have a DSLR. And the dicks uses auto.....Damn....I feel like a dick right now.....seriously gonna go library tmr to check on photography books.''

Poor tom, dick and harry.
But i gotta admit. I use Auto at times too. Whoops!
Not all the time la kay ):
Hahaha. Hi i'm dick.

Kay, tomorrow got physics test and am so eggcited.
Love 老Tang nahhs! :D

Well, through all these many months, surely it wavered.
But it hasn't changed. My heart hasn't .

I do .

2011-04-03T22:52:00.002+08:00

Went Bugis today with mommy!
Didn't bought alot. Didn't bought shirts.
Other than that. From top to bottom all bought alr. LOL
Bag(woohooo!), shorts, long pants, shoes, and..ER .
HAHA DON'T TELL YOU STILL GOT WHAT .
Watch out diva.
I'm gonna go Diva very soon to get the nicenice accessories ^^
Sian lor tday, i bought a bag already then while walking out of BHG,
I saw carlo rino ):
Wasted.

After which i went to the.. What you call? Family day carnival isit.
At khatib area one.
yk said there was NPCC booth and wanted me to go support.
K lor, so i met weijie and he brought me there :O
After that sat 811 home alone (:
Enjoyed the bus trip totally, resting and reflecting .

Been clutching to my phone for the whole day.

Been crying.

2011-04-01T23:19:00.000+08:00

Yes, all of us havebeen crying recently;
Because SYF we didn't got what we wanted,
We want GOLD. BUT WE FREAKING GOT A SILVER ):
We gave our best, all our efforts, sacrifices and. Dang.
Even Mr Dandy said we could have gotten GOLD.
and his circle of professional dancers friends said so too.
Gaaaaahhhh , stupid judges.
They must have been biased to elite schools ==

I love dance, love the members, love the teachers, love my instructor :D

Anyway , tday i feel dang bad.
Long story but I shall cut it short and sweet.
I feel bad scolding a teacher and rolling my eyes at him.
LOL . :/ hmmmmmmmmmm.
Cause he said we could play ball at a corner under the sun in the parade square, so i was very PEKCHEK. Then i just did it out of anger ._.
Guess i didn't thought what i was doing at that point of time.
Afterwhich ; I thought he'd scold me.
But instead, he gave in and moved to the field.
Leaving the whole parade square ours. Lol
That wasn't what i ask for.
I just wanted a small space to play ball.
Jidan ==. Make me feel bad onlyyyyyyy.
Nearly quarelled with a sec 4 guy.

Spent my day with AHCHOOS at Ying's .
Nightnight .

Don't say you read all of me.

2011-03-30T19:09:00.000+08:00

Ever felt that there is a part about you,
even you yourself is afraid of?
I did.

My mind would keep thinking, keep forming,
keep cheorographing.
But i can't express it out.
I'm afraid of what I'm doing myself.
Same for dancing and drawing.
I can think, no matter how nice,how perfect ;
But i'll never get satisfied with my end product.

Initially, i hated dance
I thought it was very 'qiao' but as time grew,
i learnt. I learnt and found meaning behind the songs.
Just like singing.
I sing what I feel.

SYF is over.
Like finally!!!!!!!!!!! ^^
yknow , I'm very shy and I have stagefright ==
So...........lol i'm serious.
Backstage was scary,
xuehong taught me the incy wincy spider trick!
Definetly made me cooled down ALOT.
Definetly I was darn nervous. I converted my nervousness to anger , to an angry face and i was super pekchek with the whitehair angmoh!
I think I did my best.
Didn't really do any mistakes, so.....No matter what the result is, (HOPEFULLY GOLD) i'll still be happy. (:
All the teachers were really happy norh!

When we finished and ran back to the teachers,
we were like WOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
And miss koh cried T.T
Omg, she say she's darn touched.
As her tears flowed, i cried too.
Alot of people cried :X

I'm really very touched by Miss Koh.
I think no matter how many THANKS i say, i wouldn't even able to express it all out.
She picked us up from the dead leaves,
She sacrificed,
She loved and cared,
She shared,
She helped ,
She is awesome.

You'll never ever imagine how much she sacrifice for us.

BAOBEIIIIIIIIIIIIII .

2011-03-27T00:01:00.003+08:00

HUHU.
HAPPY KID NOW! :D
Thanks Dadddy sooooooo muchhhhhhh!
gonna start and try out and learn everything again!
Though no proper camera bag, but it's okay .
Got the leather body casing(Inner pig skin) made in Japan which cost...... $198+ LOL?!
LOL it's written on the Olympus website ._.
A casing that cost like $198?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!? daylightrobberycan.
someonepleasekillsomebody. But it's not bad looking.
I went to smell the casing to check if there's any pig smell .LOL

LOL . forget rotate it .
But, nevertheless. I LOVE MR TANG .
though he cannot spell my name properly -.-
he always gives me chocolate ^^
kiat and I are his best/favourite students (y) . HAHA.
and physics have been really faithful to be since sec 2. kay love her/him/it.

FINGER LICKIN' GOOD!
HAHA . HAD A FEASSSSSST TONIGHT.
Uncle struck lottery so he invited all of us , like 20-25 of us for dinner !
He really filthy rich now k .
I've got like 9cousins(including me, excluding uncle's kids)
He gave each of us a $100 ang bao.
Which means, he spent almost 1k just on angbao for the kids .
whatthehell.
K i really enjoyed dinner and, hehehehhe . So nice lor :D
Especially the fish! So sweeeeeeet.
got like 10 dishes all together, got all the good stuffs
like sharks fin , abalone,crab and lobster .
And . I don't like lobster . Taste so............. chewy.

Tomorrow it's grandma's birthday ! Eggcited :D

Hi.

2011-03-26T10:35:00.002+08:00

CHANGED PLACES and am sitting with Shixiang now! :D
Still beside huiling. Hohos.
But talk lesser ler, cause all my talking buddys sitting backback ):
Maths still giving me problem as usual ==.

Kay. Things have beeen gooooooooooood!
Just abit tired of everything cause i'm exhausted . :/
But. No worriessssss. SYF is coming!
And i'm gonna do my besssttttttt.
Teacher said if we put in more energy, we'll get GOLD. WOOHOO.
K let's not put hopes too high yet.

Had been really addicted to gameboy;pokemon now adays!
Soooooooooo fun :D
Hor hor hor. Hahaahha.
Training my new batch of cute pokemons.
Played pokemon vortex and.
Walao, all the new pokemon so cute one! But when they grow up, like shit like that only :x

Heheeees, k!
Getting PEN today and feasting tnight! :D

2011-03-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

Why did I let myself believe , miracles could happen
cause now I have to pretend, that I don't really care.

Hiiiiiiiiiii.
Dance today.
Zhengyu, sweeeeee sial :O
Envious+jealous+ omg she's so shuai.
5 more practice to the actual SYF. Scary ._.
Besides, i don't think we're up to it.

& 5-6 more weeks to MYE.
== can't believe 10weeks have passed in my sec3 life and it's like, in the blink of an eye.
All i could remember is just sitting at the back to the classroom, talking laughing and sleeping away.
Gotta start to pull up my socks!
Work hard lo!!!!!

I thought today's lightning was killing me.
It was right above me.
I saw purple, orange and white colour lightnings.
GOODNIGHT.

Sometimes just gotta be relaxed.

2011-03-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

I like sundays
because i can RELAX and SLACK and take a breath in and out and worry bout nothing :D

Went out just now to catch
world invasion:Battle of LA. with brother & Mummy.
Very nice!!!! :D Except abit shaky and make my mind whirl in the cinema . Love the kid. Hehe.
Why cinema's the side seats all tilted to one side ah?
Sit until so weird position @@
K it's Yishun gv's hall 7. So if you don't like, don't go/sit on the sides.

Happy i finished my homework but yet super angry and pissed when i look at how many books i have to bring to school LIKE WHATTHESERIOUSLY.
Teachers just gotta understand that all my books are just dumped in a corner of my house like the rubbish collector centre. And i'll never touch it till i need something and start digging for it.

I just kept imagining if teacher scolds me, how am i gonna react and the more i think,the angrier i get.
I even thought of bringing a bag and leave it in the classroom with my books in it . Since they didn't say I cannot leave my bags in school & they have no rights to throw my bag away either.
I thought offfffff.....
I bring books to school tmr.
And if teacher DEMANDS me to bring it back home and to school like back and forth
i'll just tell her she will never get to see it again for rest of the year.lol
OMG I CAN IMAGINE SARAH PAUL. :O

Isit me or isit everyone.
I'm getting more bad tempered recently :/ uh oh.
more and more rebellious when being ordered around.
I get angry whenever i see his face, whenever i get reminded of how much hurt he has brought upon everybody. How much he still thinks his pride is worth. That stubborn fella.

2011-03-20T12:51:00.002+08:00

Woohhoooooooo.
Happy happy loooooo ^^
I'm getting pen baobei next saturday!
Olympus EP-L1. K . i think i'll have alot of fun with the effects and how it works! Kinda like it though, especially that i can customise the skins and straps and whatever .
Thanks daddy soooooooooo much. :D
Eventhough powershot sx130is is not much different , but still.
pen has more effects! :) . And easier if i want to make contrasts etc.
Upgrade by 0.2 MEGAPIX .LOL
So next.... I'm gonna study hard for O's and get a good DSLR as promised :P

Hohoho~
Kay. Today i'm gonna stay at home!
And craving for butter cookies ._. Omg. Someone get it for me please?
I just finished my small box. T.T
Kay after typing that i realised mummy going NTUC so i took a photo of it and tell her to buy ^^
Weewwwwoooooo.
I'm not going out today :O
Staying home to rest and do homework!

Excited for next saturday and sunday already.LOL
Saturday-Big uncle treating us for dinner :D
Meet my cute cousins
Get my pen bei. (Y)
Sunday-Grandma's birthday
I wanna take photo with her like yay ^^

Now i know , I know it all .

2011-03-18T00:20:00.003+08:00

lol .
Who cares ,he care meh?

The reason that I hold on.

2011-03-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

you're good. Pity it was me.
In the first place i wasn't worthy of you.
Flashbacks of the past kept replaying in my mind,
and .I just hope you'll know that, I'm sorry, b .

I kept imagining recently,
if there was an earthquake in singapore, and if everything was to end.
I'd call him first. Tell him all i wanna say, and i don't mind dying already.
Die with no regrets.lol.

------------------------------
;Maybe it's wrong, from the start.
I'm always forced to make a choice i don't want to.
Maybe it wasn't what i really want.
Maybe it was what everyone expects of me.
I'm tired to keep up.

Can I not listen to anyone anymore ?
Drop whatever responsibilities/status/position i have and just have fun?
Enjoy my sec3 life, my teenage life, go do whatever nonsense i want, chase whatever i want.Try everything, be like a typical 15 year old girl?
So when i die i won't have any regrets?
Why am i living as if i live for people.
Holding back all my desires , my freedom?
Set good example blahblahblah.
Need to do this and that,go this and that because i'm blablabla.
Then what about my own personal time and time with my other friends?
Tsk, Forever tied down by it .

k.i think i'm too tired .I don't know what i'm saying.
Just, that's how i feel.
Maybe I should just shutup right. Ya. Good idea.

On the 12th's morning,I saw you .

2011-03-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

Today my legs is really , dangit'ssopain.
Since i calculated in the afternoon........
From morning 7am till 6pm i only sat down for 2hours.
When i was in the mrt i was dying to sit already yet there wasn't alot of seats so i let other people sit first. So selfless right :D
Plus, the shoe is darn irritating cause the gelgel thing inside kept coming out and the sides are very painful when my leg rubs on the shoeeeesssss.
Ji dan, when i reached aunty's house , i see my leg all redred ._____.
THROWING THE SHOE AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Went to aunty's house and slept straight for a few hours cause i was too tired.....
Thank God for whoever that was so kind to help me on the fan cause i was sweating like when a pig chase after a lion lor!
Wokeup, played maple, played some cute iPhone game , did homework.
Hehe. Love my cousins and every saturday i just get so excited to meet them!

Hey? <3

SPORTY-NO-STUDY-DAY!

2011-03-11T22:12:00.002+08:00

Played netball today and am glad at least i helped!
I was so nervous and had butterflies in my stomach and i so scared and i so.......
I went to the toilet twice cause i too nervous,omg.

Am glad we got 2nd!!!! :D
Hahaha. 3B1's still 1st. As always,
Sports class mah hor .
Last year 2B1's cross country got 10people in the top 20!!!
After our match ,ying told me.
''YOU SHOULD'VE PLAYED IN THAT MATCH, CAUSE YOU'RE MY WEAKNESS.''
Erm, LOL? Shit.

Our last match,
Zhen seriously BAMMMMMMM me.
He fly leh, :O i fall on the ground, omg.
So scary, but, wasn't pain lo ! Heng ah.

I think i'm happy cause i know so many people care bout me! :D
so concerned that the eyes are filled with compassion and kindness .
From those eyes i saw their heart.
That they do actually care :)
Not just a superficial , ''hey are you okay?''
But , it's like........
When they hold your arm, look into your eye and ask,
''eh, you okay anot? Got hit anywhere? Pain anot? ''

Thanks friends .I appreciate it alot

SPORTY-NO-STUDY-DAY!

2011-03-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

Played netball today and am glad at least i helped!
I was so nervous and had butterflies in my stomach and i so scared and i so.......
I went to the toilet twice cause i too nervous,omg.

Am glad we got 2nd!!!! :D
Hahaha. 3B1's still 1st. As always,
Sports class mah hor .
Last year 2B1's cross country got 10 in the top 20!!!
After our match ,ying told me.
''YOU SHOULD'VE PLAYED IN THAT MATCH, CAUSE YOU'RE MY WEAKNESS.''
Erm, LOL? Shit.

Our last match,
Zhen seriously BAMMMMMMM me.
He fly leh, :O i fall on the ground, omg.
So scary, but, wasn't pain lo ! Heng ah. :D

I think i'm happy cause i know so many people care bout me! :D
so concerned that the eyes are filled with compassion and kindness .
From those eyes i saw their heart.
That they do actually care :)
Not just a superficial , ''hey are you okay?''
But , it's like........
When they hold your arm, look into your eye and ask,
''eh, you okay anot? Got hit anywhere? Pain anot? ''

Thanks friends .I appreciate it alot

I haven't seen it in months.

2011-03-10T22:58:00.003+08:00

Got back my physics test paper, and, :/ awwwwwh.
Kinda dissapointed with myselffffffff.(I passed la k)
Didn't get the marks i wanted cause i studied!
Hopefully Chem will make me happier abit
cause i think i gave alot of marks to teacher............................
oh nooooo .

Anyway had this interclass quiz with 3A1 about WW1 .
Guess what.
Teacher actually forgot the answer then said we were wrong. -_-
But the best part is , somebody actually shouted.....
"BA LEH KAMPONG LA !"
LOL .

Beautiful scene, picture, composition .

2011-03-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

I'm so pekchek with Amaths again today,
really can't be friends with it anyhow !
What is the problem with logs,
Why do we have to learn logs when in daily life,i don't need it?
HAIIIIII. I miss how i used to love maths alot. Like really alot.
NOW LEH? So dissapointed in myselfffff. -_-

I salute people who are really courageous, vulnerable yet secured in themselves.

I feel more secured when I'm unable to see clearly .

2011-03-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

Got back my Amaths paper today and......
Sian ahhhhhhh T.T !!!!!!
I failed. I did badly .I suck .
Yet i'm still kinda glad cause i expected to lose more marks than that.

I TIFFANIE CHUA XIN JIE,
promise myself to study hard for every other upcoming test,
never ever to compromise and under estimate the power of tests again!!!!!
Butt.............. Amaths is a killer, I hate surds and logs!
LIKE, GNDDDDDDDDD .go and die!!!!!
K . I think i'm going to do well for my physics test? :D yeepe.
Good and happy cause physics still my best friend ^^

Going to study for social studies test for tomorrow!!!!~
什么啦！Everyday got test without fail ! -_-

Just like the sundays I had, years ago .

2011-03-06T20:05:00.000+08:00

Made a very hard decision of ,
should I get Olympus pen EP-L1 or just stick to my canon poweshot sx130is.
And my decisions is.......
TADAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Stick to my canon powershot !
Though pen was veryvery tempting, i thought it'd be better if
i save up more and get a better one . :O
And since there wasn't so much of a difference , except pen had a nice outer appearance, has manual focus, better by abit .
So i think i'd stick to my canon powershot !

Kayz, today went to meet yilin,maxiao.
Had lunch , went to wendys to study for my physics and ss test tomorrow.
Man :/ even after studying,i don't feel assured enough .
i don't feel as assured as I am in the past when i study for test. Oh no :O
Went home with Ellina, changed and went down to play basketball!
Yayyyyyysssssssss :D
So long since i've played with church people!
Really enjoyed the games like a whole lot .

I'm really glad I thought through everything already!
No more headaches and stress!!!!
I didn't even realised for the past weeks that i was under lotsa stress cause
i don't know how to define stress. LOL
Until i found symtoms of it .
(No wonder when i read the newspaper, it said that teenagers now adays don't even know they have mental problems cause they think emo-ing is OK)
Phewwwww, Thank God!
& i promise myself never to take that roller coaster again.

When you try, it works.

2011-03-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

HI ALL .
Read candy's phone's birthday horoscope or whatever you call it ,
and they show me a FIR TREE.
Confirm don't know what is it right?!!?!?? cause Tiffanie also don't know .

K whatever, but it says that,(from all that i can remember!)
I'm noble, hence reliable .
Optimistic character!
When i'm in love, and experience breakups, it's as if it's the end of my world.
I'm always leaning towards science.
I intellectual eh ! Eh eh eh! HEHE?
I keep and hold on to my faith and beliefs strongly.
All so true :D

I feel so awesome cause it's FRIDAY.
TGIF.
I'm so tired of waking up everyday so early and rushing homeworks till night.
Phewwwwwwww, After this week end of good rest.
I'm gonna promise myself to do well in my other tests.
Chiong already la !
I DON'T WANNA FAIL ANYMORE!!!! :O

Though i didn't fail my Emaths test,
I'm so pekchek.I got like 16.5/20 and alot of you must be wondering where
the heck did the 0.5 went right.
IT WENT TO LABELLINGGGGGG .
Just because i didn't write a) b) c) d) . ?!!?!!?????

Tomorrow will be a better day!
I'm seeing cousins tomorrow :D

Dude, you're digging your own grave.

2011-03-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

I had ice cream and revised at the same time,
So if i get bad results for tomorrow's test..........
I'll blame it on the ice cream.
so i wouldn't feel so demoralized (at least) .LOL

Today was crazy during maths lesson,
What the heck I was doing, -_-
Can't stop laughing for no good reason!
Stupid laughing gas, make me so malu.
AND THE GREEN STICKY TAPE LA! (Inside JOKE.HAHA)
Was so pissed after that cause i didn't know how to do and was really annoyed by then.
I was pissed+angry+annoyed, for the first time in this year.
YES.In 3months . Means i'm still human k.
I don't usually get pissed easily :O
I'm so lovable.

I love your smile,it's been ages since I've seen it.

2011-03-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

Had Emaths test todayayyyy.
And i really hope teacher will be lenient and wonderful so i can get at least an A .
I was so scared when i was doing my test yknow, :/
I kept having careless mistakes then i kept ''tsk tsk'' for the whole time till the people round me turned and looked at me like ........?

K! I'm really glad i understood chem! :)
*Taps my head and shoulder in recognition* LOL
Hatesciencetothemaxcauseisuckatitinthepast.

On mah bed now and , GOING TO BED :)
Decided to give up physics and do amath and i didn't make the wrong choice cause i finally am able to solve quite a few of amath question compared to the past.YESSSSS!!!!!
*winkwink!

转身离开，你有话说不出来

2011-03-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

After listening to so much of Jay chou's songs,
I THINK HE'S REALLY AWESOME LEH!
Is like, his songs are so meaningful .
I'm into ''Shan hu hai'' Means Blue coral NOW.
He duet with another girl is awesome max!(Hearts)
Learning with Huiling so we can duet someday together !

Went to sree narayana home today ,
I was super excited to looking forward for it at first, but when we reached......
I was having lotsa mixed feelings when the home person was briefing us.
Darn i'm scared. I'm happy, I had compassion,I don't know.
I didn't know how they'd look like, whether they'd look scary,or hit me or if they....K la.I'm most afraid if they look somehow when i'm not comfortable with!

I was thinking
They're here and there must be a reason.
The reason must be so sad and so painful that it didn't affect emotionally but physically.
They must be sad there.  Every face i see there have a sad story behind their faces;
though they're laughing, they're playing.
I had compassion on them .
And i want them to feel at least loved.

Made up mah mind to wheel them in
So i'd experiece first hand and feel it first!
The old man i wheeled in was a man with a naked mermaid tattoo in his hand.
I was whispering like......JAVIER CAN YOU HELP ME?!?!!!?????!!!??????
& he totally didn't get it ._.
K nevermind. I still wheeled him in
So afraid .

We sang songs for them and...
Cui max .
No actions+wrong lyrics + oh my shit?!?!?!?!?!?
The mic was suddenly passed to me and i hope it sounded nice......... -_-
We played games and entertained them and talked to them!

Teacher told us, girls go with girls; guys go with guys.
K but who cares cause i think the lao ah pehs are nicer.
cause they'd talk to me and JOKE with me!
I like this lao ah peh that played chess with shanqing.
He's so cute ! I kept talking to him and man, he's a joker.
I personally made it a point to gave him the bread before we left
cause i think i like him alot and i hope he'd remember ME!!!!!!!!

Another uncle also really cute!
*Uncle sharp shooter!*
Tifa:Uncle, le pa kiu eh ah?
Uncle:Bo la. Pa kiu ki chua sai la.

Ya. Pa kiu ki chua sai.
But i pa kiu today!~
Love the last match, the full court match!
Hahaha. Played round the midfield and forward
Wooot. Love it!

Long post i know.
SORRY LA ):
Going study Emaths. Prepare to die.lolomg.
kthxb.

Like an umbrella, sheltering me from rain.

2011-02-28T22:24:00.005+08:00

HI EVERYONE .
Had Emaths Pre test today and..........................................................................
i died.
LIKE SERIOUSLY.
I was like , huiling................
i want die.............................................................................
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Nevermind .I'm gonna look for yongen tomorrow!
He always comes to my maths rescue!

I think i finally felt how Dandy feels.
My dance teacher.
He's like, trying so hard to help us yet we're just taking it for granted
and we seriously stepped on his tail and he's gotten real angry this time round.
We've been really taking advantage of him and i feel really bad.

EH BTW.
I'm going to sree narayayayanananana( I always cannot spell & pronounce properly -.-) HOME
and I'm gonna sing this song!
DANG.

He told me I could find it all .

2011-02-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

MY FAVOURITE PICTURE FOR YESTERDAAAAAAAY'S BBQ.
because chen and I got the ^^ eyes.

Went shopping with mummy today!
Bought what i was looking for but not the right colour .
But, have can liao la :)
And I'm still looking for the pants which doesn't have my SIZE.
Fat lo.

We stepped into this small boutique cause we thought the clothes were quite nice
We're both suprised that in the whole shop , there was only a
50 or 60+ year old lady tending the shop
I'm like WOW.
I don't know why , i think because i thought of my Grandma
and it made me feel so home !

Mummy bought a new tv today.
Then she and I had to carry it home by ourselves to save that $30.
Typical Aunty.
SIAO EH @.@ it was darn heavy . 32 inch tv !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When we were on the road.....
Mum: Why so many people looking at us ? Very funny meh ?
Me : Ya , i ownself also laughing !
Mum : *Very funny accent* Mountain tortise........
Me : LOL.

He who really matters.

2011-02-27T13:58:00.001+08:00

Reached home past midnight lastnight!
It's FINALLY reached home .

We were at changi beach's bustop waiting for #19.
We waited for half an hour or more and realised no more #19 bus ._. So we waited for #9 instead.
When #9 uncle came,i boarded it first and uncle asked me
''You all go where?''
Me:your bus go where?
''You all go where?''
Me:Tampinese.
''Take from another bus stop opposite side.''
We all :WALAO? ZZ.

Brydon called his friend and confirmed the busstop.
When #9 come.....
I told Elton. ''Eh later ask uncle got go tampinese anot k!''
I boarded first and looked up .
''HUH?! SAME UNCLE.''
Everyone:LOL.
K i don't know how to explain but it's very epic. LOL

Yay!
For the first time in my whole life
I was the BBQ chef for yesterday and my assistant is GLEN.
Cutecute glen!!!

Chief chef got advantage lea!
Whatever you want, just say it.
And people will get it for you!
Sometimes you don't even have to say it,
They FEED YOU!

I was BBQing and people like
Sichen and the guys.
kept feeding me with drinks and marshmallow and hotdog and fishballs and satays.
Happy me.HEHEHE.

K. Totally had lotsa fun last night.
Sat down and singsong!
1 guitar everyone anyhow sing also fun.

K! BYE! Going shopping with Mummy!

2011-02-26T00:38:00.002+08:00

I want to lead a life like that too.
Not filled with judgments , not caring about what people say or think .
I don't wanna set any example or whatever
and i don't wish to live up to what others expect of me cause it's my life.
I think i can just do whatever i want . cause in the end, it's my life I'm living.
I don't think i need to fit into the shoes that people made for me ,
Just too tiring to keep changing it and keeping up with it .
I don't want to hide my feelings and thoughts anymore .

OK. So this is the plan,
I'm gonna study real hard ,
I'm gonna save $2(at least) everyday so when i graduate i can get my baobei.
Watch adjustment bureau, gnomeo and jullet , black swan , 127 hours.

I dreamt of you again, after so long .

2011-02-24T10:13:00.002+08:00

XR:where are u

Me: boyfriend house

XR:why u not at school

Me:pon school can?

XR:what lao i tog u got gril

good grikl

good gril

so what is your boyfriend name

Me:tommy

Xu is offline.

LOL . hmm , i think this works really well.

Every start has an end.

2011-02-21T20:37:00.000+08:00

Accept whatever the reason is for the ending,
Able to makeup? Make it. Unable? Say goodbye.
What can i do? What can i say?
WHO NEEDS GUYS?!
Wasn't life awesome even before knowing them?

I'm able to sustain with my loving friends,
especially AHCHOOOO.<3
And my 3S2 好朋友(S) Which is super straight forward,
Yet sociable,friendly and caring ! Haha.
And, yeah.
You sure proved you're faithful ,daddy .

Sorry that i loved you.

2011-02-20T23:45:00.002+08:00

Remember then when i told you i needed time to trust you ?
I trusted you, and you left.
Now i'm all closed up to myself and i don't tell anyone any much now.
I don't trust anyone as much now.

Ever felt that way ?
When you know that if you speak with your feelings about it,
you'd cry and cry and cry .
but all you did was to push all the emotions aside and speak as if it doesn't bothers you ?
And when it's overwhelmed ,
you'll just have one drop of tears flowing with millions of feelings in it ?
Swallowing tears, is that what they call it ?

Understand? Good .
Don't understand ? don't ask me.

Nope it doesn't work that way.

2011-02-20T13:52:00.002+08:00

I realise;
Impressing from afar doesn't work.
It doesn't get you any friends too.
It is the effort that you go forward and make a impact in the person's life.

Still, Ohana remains unchanged.

2011-02-19T23:17:00.003+08:00

We'd always bully each other, tease each other,
go into each other's FB and say 'iloveyou' to any girl,
we'd cry together, we'd fight for what we believe is right,we'd play together, we love one another.
We'd fight and the next minute laugh together,
We don't even have the rights to say
''I DON'T FRIEND YOU.'' cause we aren't friends.
We're much more than that.
I take special care of my them, i give them special attention which ,
is much more deeper than friends,
cause you know, whatever they do,
They're still YOURS.
We have the same blood flowing through,

I LOVE MY COUSINS.HAHA ! <3

All boils down to insecurity.

2011-02-19T17:13:00.002+08:00

Hey~
At aunty's house now! :)

I think it's okay if i leave,
Because KIDS like me alot!!!!
Just now at lrt, i was just leaning on the pole when a cute xiao boyboy was on the pram kept calling me.
Like ''ZEH ZEHHHHHH!!!!!!!!''
And it obviously was me cause he kept staring at me!
And like whenever I look at my phone or look out the window, he'd like ''ZEHZEHHHH!!!!!!!!!!''
Until when i look at him,then he will stop calling!

I think he quite cute lor.He has very beautiful sparkling eyes (: Grow up sure alot people like!
Haha. He nah, so purposely,
He was playing with the piece of paper mah,
he purposely threw his paper on the ground,infront of his pram then stare at me.
Want me take for him , Aiyo eh!
Grow up surely become those naughty boy who'd flirt lor.LOL

K. I sound like pedo. -_-
I hope my noob cousins will come quickly and hopefully bring a ball so we can bball!

Had fun watching me in a pathetic state? Didn't you?

2011-02-18T23:44:00.004+08:00

Someone told me,i gotta be fair to myself,
be fair to him. And eventhough i very much cannot bare to leave or let go, I think i wouldn't go and talk to him since he thinks i'm annoying, and i shouldn't torture his life cause i'm like a pain in his ass. Isn't it .
It's okay, so used to clearing up all the mess and picking up all the broken pieces alone.

I'm not gonna live as his anymore,
I'll make sure i enjoy my life.

Torments .

2011-02-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

The scenery behind yilin's house is damn nice k!
Got this big canal with those rocks that look like east coast park's one!
Sat there on the ground, talked.............
Ummm, THERE WAS SHOOTING STAR.
So long since i've seen that stuff.
Made a wish.

Went home, and k .i love the moon!
It's sooooo round and super bright !
-------------------------------;
When i bombard you with ALL i'm going through,how everything has failed me how things have gone wrong ,
And how i really feel from my heart.
It means,i trust you.

Though maybe i feel i'm too paranoid or sensitive,
I really hope,i'd have friends telling me bout their lives,
Cause it shows me how much they trust me.
And i wanna let them know,they still hold a place in my heart. And i mean it.
I'm damn sad when i went into 3B1 today.

2011-02-16T23:09:00.001+08:00

No one is afraid of heights, they are afraid of the fall,No one is afraid to play, they are afraid to lose, no one is afraid of the dark, they are afraid of what's in it, no one is afraid to say "I love you", they are afraid of the response.

All these time i've been lying to myself.

2011-02-16T22:22:00.003+08:00

Nobody would understand .

2011-02-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

You know clearly i didn't leave for that reason,
You pushed me aside ,
I left, cause you didn't want this anymore.

Crying over spilled , evaporated milk.
It's been 3months.
Isn't it useless, cause you don't bother anymore
and i'm just talking to my blog.

All i hope for, would be impossible.

2011-02-15T23:34:00.003+08:00

Day after Valentine's day ,
wow . didn't really have any new couples in school,
hmph , this year more people are hurt rather then in love.
A sec5 Guy was rejected in front of the whole upper sec by a girl
cause he gave the val's day gift during recess. WHOA (Y).

went to school today with yk asking me to slap him ,
kick him box him because he found no meaning in life .
Ask me talk to him, tell me he wanna cry .
Then sing alot of sad songs with jq . jidan, make me wanna cry also .

K but, whatever.
Haha , love my friends .
Slept during the Civil defence skit, whatever you call it k , i forgot .
I thought it was darn boring so i slept, and people came telling
me it's nice it's nice, but, i sleep already la!
Only waking up to find out dumbfish was staring at me,
JI DAN. I DAMN ANGRY K.
After say this , now i feel super guilty , HAHA.
He merely asked me " You so tired meh"
then i went like "Ya la, cannot meh , if not i sleep for what ? mind your own business!"

k , goodnight y'allllllll .
Love dance , Love my friends , Love my Family,
lastly,
i love my bed.
Goodnight

2011-02-14T20:55:00.002+08:00

那么爱他，为什么不把他留下？
为什么不说心里话？

I feel terrible.

2011-02-13T21:57:00.004+08:00

Every month on these days,
I'd feel seriously terrible, vomit and run go toilet up and down back and forth left and right and i feel like plucking out all my organs so they won't hurt.

Anyway, went out with Ahchoos today to east coast park.
So long since i've went there .
Roller blade today, wow.
Like ,it's been at least a 4-5 years since i roller bladed man. Phew, heng ah i still remember how.
If not i'll like fall flat on the ground which is embrrassing max.

Really enjoyed ourselves, at the beach too.
I just don't like it when it's too crowded there, so messy.
Luan qi ba zao.
Took bus number 12 back to yck,
Slept throughout the whole journey,
Isn't feeling any well.
Felt like vomitting ._. and since my friends didn't realise i was going to vomit before we got on the train,
I tahan for the 3 stops of mrt which felt like forever,
Got down the train then vomitted all my ice cream and chicken wing.
Am so thankful that candy insisted to sent me home.

Overall, i thought today i could relax myself from everything,sit down at the beach and enjoy the breeze and rest,since school's hectic,I don't think I could.
All the time there was surely something on my mind, looking at everywhere,remembering all those times.
You.

Am I suppose to make that decision once more?

2011-02-13T08:59:00.000+08:00

You do not have to do what i want you to,
Say what i want you to.
My stakes are all in, with a little hope left.
Valentine's day?
What a day.

2011-02-13T00:04:00.003+08:00

I guess,I'll never ever have the chance to say it again.
And say for all I lied and didn't do.
I lied to you that i didn't cry.
I lied that i was living happily.
But, what use has it anymore. Isn't it.

Ever dreamt of something so horrible before,
You can literally feel your heart break?
Feel like crying as soon as you snap out of it?
Worried, and afraid for the other person?

Sighs, walked round cineleisure and saw many couples together today , haha. Lucky people .
Saw this rose just near a busstop near my house,
a torn, broken, red rose on the ground. Poor guy.

Would you?

2011-02-12T09:31:00.000+08:00

下一站，幸福。
Was d last episode yesterday night,
It was awesome MAX.

Even after all those problems,misunderstandings,lies, Guangxi was afraid of love, was afraid of mucheng,
And then on the other hand, mucheng was also afraid how guangxi wouldn't believe her and accept it.
But the main point is, they still love each other.

Mucheng:So ,will you leave me and xiaole?
Guangxi:Yes,you're always leaving first, so this time i will leave first.
G:Yes, I'll leave.
If you let me go once more.

Wooo @@
What happy ending.
Only if life could be like that .
Accepting and forgiving cause people truly love one another,
There won't be breakups and divorce lo!

I choose to hear it from you personally, from your heart.

On that day, I'm going to wait.

2011-02-12T08:26:00.000+08:00

I think i'm afraid of humans,
They're just like time bombs.
A matter of time when they explode.
Everyday you walk around them, live around them,
and their limits change everyday .
They treat you different each day, and their moods are different each day.
You really won't know, when you'll step on the bomb.
And when you do, bammmmmmmmm!
You're dead.

So tired to live in all these,
Taking precaution and being really really careful not to cross their boundaries.
很想随时会被中似的。

It isn't that bad afterall. Isn't it?

2011-02-09T23:29:00.000+08:00

Like i said,
No point keeping a bird you love in a cage.
The bird only longs for one thing, freedom.
Whereas you've poured your heart out.
You can wish all you want, but birds can't understand our language. The bird won't understand.
The bird longs to be freed one day.
Loving, doesn't mean having.
Yearning, doesn't mean you get it all the time.
Caring, doesn't mean the bird would understand your heart .
And one day when you see it fly out of its cage,
It's when the bird gets his own happiness and pursue the things he want in life,not held back by any control.
And, I'm sure. You'll smile.

Because when I saw that, I smiled.

No point keeping a bird in a cage. It'll get his freedom some day.

2011-02-09T20:57:00.001+08:00

''When i was a little kid, my mum used to tell me , 'The most important thing in life is to be happy' .When i first entered elementary school, My teacher asked us to write about what do we want to be when we grow up. I wrote ''Happy'' .But Teacher was unhappy,she said I don't understand the question . I told her, ''You don't understand life.''

CHU 3 !

2011-02-06T01:29:00.003+08:00

LUCKYYYYYYYY!

It'S 1.30AM NOW AND I'M TIREDDDDDDDDDD.
IWANNNASLEEPZ.
okayokay quick post!

Went for service today!
full house, man , it was awesome .
Powerful teaching by Pastor dennis lu who was so vulnerable to
us and shared his testimony and touched my heart ! :)

Bainian @ Miss tan's house~
So happy to see those familiar faces of people i grew up with ^^
(Eventhough i only see them once or twice a year.
But i knew them like,hmmm , 8-10 years ago ? LOL .)
Like every other usual years, the guys would just get stucked up to the comp
and girl would just sit by the bed and talk .

But this year is much more DIFFERENT.
1 girl left early, causing Isabelle and I to be sociallyakwardmaxomg.
and this year is even different because Benedict obviously didn't pack his room!
I was sitting on his bed and oh , i realised i was sitting on his boxers .LOL

okayokayehes , i hope tomorrow don't need wakeup so early go bainian
tirred si le , tomorrow still need do homework . oh no

HAPPY CNNNYYYYYYYYY.

2011-02-04T11:08:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was fun!
Other than feeling akward at laoyi's house :x
Laogu is always there to disiao me la! Like EVERYYEAR.OMG.
Angie taller than me like 1 head already? T.T
Omg so fast. She's same age as me! HMPHHHH.

Went to laokim's house right.
Then her eldest son very.....nice? LOL
SO SAD HE'S 40 OR 50 ALREADY.
He's like a quiet average sized, greyish hair man, with those kind
of casual dressing, like. like one of the guy in one of the show...Leslie ah, yayaya! Bet you all don't know what i saying ._.
But, he's very nice,he stays by his old aged mum ,
And smiles every minute !

Okay, went to WUYI'S HOUSEEEEE. :D
Walao,i'm like so amazed at chunyu and chunhang!
They're twins.They have identical face, They have a bunkbed, but they choose to squeeze together , they have 2 identical study table, 2 identical piggy bank, both have their own cameras(NIKON.WTH!) both have their own identical mini skateboards,both have their own softtoys. Both have identical shirts!
I want to have a twin right now!!!!!!!!
T.T SO COOL LOR !!!!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSMANNNNN.
Going daddy's house later on rightrightright.
Gotmyfavouritenoodlesandporridgeandconfirmwillhavemyfavouritesoup.
AND CONFIRMCONFIRMCONFIRM,
DADDY WILL BE BAKING CAKKKEEEEEEEEE!
Everyone's favourite ^^

;What eh dream.
Wish she never would have you.

It was you, it is you, it will be you .

2011-02-03T09:35:00.003+08:00

MERRY CNYYYYYY D YOUUUUUUUUUUUU. YAYEZ.
Had a very nice night yesterday night with AHA. SOMEONE.
I'm first i'm first i'm first !
Feel so shiok to hear that. LOL
I HOPE THIS CNY WOULD BE A HAPPY AND AWESOME ONE!

Girl girl daphne,
You freaking don't deserve all this oright.
He doesn't treasure you, doesn't cherish you,
And he freaking don't have the rights to have you cry and going insane over him.
Don't cry over him already, okay? I love you
Chill alrights baby.

WTH , WAS WATCHING A KOREAN DRAMA
THEN THE GIRL GO CO-OPERATE WITH THE POLICE
TO SHOOT THE GUY SHE LOVE AND SAVED HER ?!?!?
WHAT IS SHE THINKING!

Okay hungry tiffanie.
Tiffanie is always hungry , like ALWAYS.
Fatfat lo ^^

Have you forgotten ? Cause I still remember .

2011-02-02T11:58:00.000+08:00

I'm slacking from cleaning up my coffe table now ,
Gosssshhhhhh, so tiring! And i realise,i keep alot of rubish and useless stuffs with me.
I was very happy when i picked up all of those stuffs and threw it into a plastic bag, SHIOKK AH!

HEHE.O right, school didn't start well today,
When i stepped into class, immediately, there was people shouting my name and like ''OI,YOU YOU YOU,COME HERE COME HERE SIT! WHY WHY WHY?!??!????''
I'm like so pissed of by them already ._.

Reading period today was HALF AN HOUR.
SOHZ.BORINGZXZCANSZ.
By which i read my book for 5minutes, stared into black space for 10minutes, and the rest of the time i was communicating with Cherie and kohmin and talking to yk!
3A2 only 6 people came for school. Awesome or what.LOL!

OKAY. Excited for tonight's reunion dinner :D
Miss my family lo, miss my baobei Amos!
I'M HUNGRY NOW LA ):

TODAY'S TO DO LIST:
I'm gonna pack finish my coffe table,
Paint my nails ,
Collaborate my dearest suckiest chemistry notes,
Have an awesome nap.
REUNION DINNER.

Just as I am .

2011-02-01T21:40:00.004+08:00

Fell asleep in Maths class today , BUEY TAHAN.
But I'm like super duper uberly whatever-ly surprised that ,
BY SLEEPING IN CLASS I CAN UNDERSTAND WHAT TEACHER IS SAYING.
whereas whenever i pay a 100% attention , I'd catch no balls .
sleeping helps !

Am soooooooooooo glad i made the decision to have htht with huiling
rather than doing my maths homework during free period today,
she's a great listener .
Bell ring already, go home already, still stare at you, listen to you!
Talk with her all the way till hall which i didn't even intend to be there!

Had our farewell Lifegroup at yilin's place today ,
weeewwooooooo , luffvemylifegroupmanymansysz.
siao already la today~ first time i so siao in lifegroup until when it ended,
i laid on the sofa and fell asleep already .

``I have to admit , there are also somethings outside people can't comprehend.
I just hope, you guys would still love and cherish one another.
Cause you guys have no idea how it feels to be broken up , and all left alone .

HELLO!

2011-01-31T20:55:00.004+08:00

Okay , i'm back to blogging !
I still can't promise that i'll post everyday , or . You know ,
school's been really busy !
And i also cannot promise whatever i post might sound nice to you .
Or make you happy and blablabla , you geddit right!

Okayokay , 3S2 has been really nice to me .
From the start , it wasn't , but now ! yaaayyyeeeee
I kinda like it there when all of us laugh together like siao,
sing together and getting into trouble together cause we ate PEANUTS in class.

However , i still feel home with 3B1 .
I attended 3B1's english remedial today, like secretly , without the teacher knowing.
man , i missed them alllllllllllll .
I feel most comfortable with them around , hehe .
When i left , i said byebye to the individuals and pat them on their back/hands .
T__________________________T
i miss them .

I feel upset now . (what a way to start blogging right)
3B1 isn't doing well , I'm so heartbroken whenever i hear news from the class.
i feel so sad , i hope I'd be able to help........

Moreover, when i was doing some stuffs today ,
sad cause i didn't see your name , man , how long was it already .
since , then.........
It was partly my fault too.
I ask about you , cause i care.
And i cry , because you matter.
I really didn't have the courage to post it up , I'm afraid you wouldn't .
yeah right, what the hell am i thinking now.

Goodbye.